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Finding Grace

As I go about my day, I am astounded by the number of things I feel I just cannot accomplish up to standards.  Now, one of those things is SLEEP, so I would ask for your grace as I muddle through these thoughts of mine.


I can't believe the number of things I feel are expected of me that i just can't.  That's all... I JUST CAN"T.


Keep the house clean.  And by clean I mean at LEAST picked up, never mind vacuumed and dusted.

Make the kids do some chores.  I can hardly manage chores on my own, much less get them to do them.

Get dinner on the TABLE for a sit down, prayers before, family-like dinner.  OY. Just eat in front of the TV already.

Get kids to fight less.  Stop pushing each others' buttons.  Not even happening here.

Keep the kids off screen time. I just need a little peace from the worry that someone will cry FOUL again!

Get my boys active and cooperative. At the same time that I am cleaning the house, cooking a lovely dinner, and generally trying to keep my mommy sanity?  Yup.  Trying.  The operative word being trying. The crock-pot is my friend.

OH, right, by the way...I'm working from home, planning lessons, teaching online, contacting kids who don't show up and I'm supposed to be making sure that all is okay in THEIR world.

GRACE.  I need a full measure of GRACE, and the one person really not giving it to me, is ME.



I am so glad that my heavenly father will meet me where I am, and give me all the grace I need.  The one person I don't have to try to measure up for is Jesus.  He knows my struggle, and more than all of the things above, reminds me that the ONE thing that matters is my HEART.  Am I loving those around me, even if we eat dinner in the living room in front of the TV all nights of the week?  YES.  Am I teaching my kids to seek Him, even if I can't always get them to get along with each other?  YES.  Do I need to give myself a break and stop worrying about my house looking and running perfectly?  Probably.  Jesus reminds me that if I don't need to be perfect for the KING OF THE WORLD, then why should I need to be PERFECT for myself or ANYONE ELSE?  If His expectations are so much simpler than mere humans, then there is only ONE I need to look to for my PEACE: the one giving me the greatest measure of GRACE there is.


But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 2 Corinthians 12:9 NIV




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